……My mom says I’m cool.

Listen, dude. I don’t know what your deal is, but I want you to know something. You honestly make me laugh. I legitimately laughed when I read this. Really. I don’t know what you’re trying to accomplish by sending me all the hate messages, but if the object is to upset me, you are failing more miserably than you could ever imagine. I just can’t take this seriously. You’re trying so hard and it makes me laugh. Settle down. You’re going to have a heart attack or something if you’re stressing out this much about me. I honestly want you to stop and think for ten seconds. Just think about what you’re doing when you send these to me. What exactly is your intent? If you’re trying to make me sad or if you want me to feel bad about myself, tell me something that’s 1. true, and 2. something that I would actually care about. Everyone does not hate me. I have friends and a pretty fucking rad girlfriend. And I couldn’t care less if nobody cares that I’ve left tumblr because it’s a fucking social networking site. It’s not important to me. At all. That’s why I haven’t been on in so long. I have a life. I hang out with my aforementioned friends and girlfriend. Seriously, just use your head. Please. You’re wasting your time. If you want my attention, try talking to me. I’ll talk back to you, probably. If you’re trying to feel better about yourself, there are better ways to do that, I promise you. But if none of this registers with you, if you take nothing away from this response, just take this away: STOP WORRYING AND/OR THINKING ABOUT ME. Imagine what you could be doing in the time it takes you to brood about me and stew in your dislike of me. Imagine all the fun times you could be having or productive things you could be doing. You are wasting your life. You only get one. And your wasting it on me. If you hate me so much, why would you waste even a second of your valuable time on me? Stop worrying about me. I’ll do my thing. You do yours. Have a nice day.

jillyfishes:

How we do.

Hey guys, I’m so fucking sorry. So so so very sorry. I have a million reasons. But you guys don’t need to know most of them. I realize that’s very rude of me, but it’s not my place to tell you what I’m doing. So instead I will just apologize a couple more times:

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry.

I’m so so very sorry.

My apologies, really.

Please forgive me.

I’m sorry.

There, that should do it. I’m off to go continue doing things. I sincerely hope you don’t hate me for not posting songs of the day, but there’s not a whole lot I can do. I could post them every day, but they’re just not as important as some things in my life are. So I’ll get back to posting them another day. This weekend, maybe. Toodles.

Take Me Home, Country Roads - John Denver
Hey guys. This song is so pretty. I started humming it on my way to school on Thursday, and it’s been in my head this whole time. I like it a lot. Some days I wish the world would just stop for a week. I can’t do school any more. If this keeps up I’m going to get a C or two on my semester grades. Also, people haven’t been doing as well as they should be. So many people I know are hurting, and it makes me so sad. I just want all obligations to stop for a week, so I can help people who need help and then just relax for a few days. Hope you guys are having better days than me.

Well it was really awful. And then it got better. And then at the beginning of this week it started getting really bad again. Mostly it’s just this English paper…

Tempete de Fables - Alex Renart
My friend got this CD when she went to Europe with an honor choir. He’s a street artist in Paris. I really like all his stuff. Thanks for the request, anon. I’m quite sleepy. I didn’t ever get my English paper done. I didn’t even start the rough draft. I’m fucking awful. I don’t understand how I can care this little about this. On a more positive note, I actually did quite well on a physics test today. At least I think I did. Fuck English. Later, guys.

If You’re Into It - Flight of the Conchords
Hey kids and cadets. It’s a bonus song of the day. I hope you like it. This song always makes me laugh a little bit. This band is fucking awesome. That is all. ADIOS.

Absolutely I do! I’m so glad you asked. I can post my next song in thirty minutes.

This is really beautiful. So I’m reblogging it. I know I don’t really do that very often. But I’m doing it today.

Slight Figure Of Speech - The Avett Brothers
Hey space cadets. So today was a really really good day. Way better than I thought it would be. School just rocked. Now I’m home from school. I have to mow the lawn. I can’t see my totally rad ladyfriend. I have an entire fuckin English paper to write. I thought these things would probably get me down today. Apparently not. I’m really happy. And that rocks. So I hope everyone else is having good days as well. And I hope you like this song. Thanks, razafran, for showing me this band all those years ago.